
View from
5/16/2011
Monadnocks
If you travel southwest out of
Now, unusual geological formations
are commonplace in the western US, especially in
It was the shear audacity of these mountains that intrigued me on that Friday. I already had two cups of coffee at home that morning, and was planning a quiet day of work interspersed with a lot of gardening. And then the idea came to me in a flash that I needed to climb a mountain that day. It was nothing more significant than that. I just needed some altitude in my life. I put away the rake and hoe and then backed the Z out of the garage. The tank was full, which meant there was no need to buy any $4.00 plus high octane that day. This was going to be a very short ride, no more than an hour, but when you drive a car like the Z, you can pack an amazing amount of satisfaction into a small timeframe. The car was immaculate. I had washed and waxed it the previous week before putting it under its covering in the garage. Ten days had passed since she had been driven last. I use this car sparingly, savoring each trip taken as if she were brand new, and when combined with a purpose like “I am going to climb a mountain today”, your life becomes especially sweet.
The 350Z maneuvered through early morning traffic easily and competently. I find that this car commands respect from all the other drivers, even the ones driving Mercedes, Lexus, and the like. They give it extra space, and I don’t really understand why. But when the road is crowded, I take advantage of this extra cushion, and drive with added courtesy. Working my way down through the city, I emerged onto the west side and elected to use surface roads out to Gaston county. It’s not just that I dread the extra traffic of the freeways at rush hour, it’s more that I prefer to travel with a bit more calm and dignity than most of those tailgating commuters seem able to muster.
Within an hour I pulled into the parking lot of the visitor center in the state park, and sat for a few moments to evaluate the weather. It was overcast, with some low hanging gray clouds in the west. Most weather systems move in from that direction, so I decided to go prepared for rain. I put a poncho and a towel in my day pack. With only three other cars in the parking lot, I anticipated a great, solo hike up to the summit with few human impediments. The total distance is not long, only about four miles. I strolled along in a quiet tempo through an occasional light shower, stopping only once to have a cup of coffee from my trusty thermos. It’s a nice trail with a gradual uptrend most of the way. The last mile is the kicker, being very steep, you climb the service road for a few hundred yards, then the last assault on the summit comes on about 300 vertical wooden steps. They wind through the forest, and provide wonderful vistas through the branches and leaves. You could see the clouds at eye level across the plain below, raining on the roads and houses. I took my time on this last segment wishing to delay my arrival at the top by a few minutes. A descending hiker told me that the rain was pretty intense up there, so I took this as a good excuse to stop several time to catch my breath. It was about 11:30 when I emerged onto the barren rock of the summit just as the clouds cleared away, the craggy surfaces had almost completely dried and sol was burning through the remaining haze. I had arrived at the top of my world.
Vantage Point
Have you ever been eye-to-eye with a hawk in free flight? Have you ever been fortunate enough to be high in the sky with them as they soar, slowly circling, catching the thermals, in effortless grace and majesty? I have. I have sat upon a mountain top on an outcrop of ancient quartzite, near the edge of a great bare rock face and watched as these creatures survey their realm, from a magnificent vista I looked out twenty miles at the flat land below with its villages and roads. I wondered what the hawks thought of us. How does a hawk view mankind? We look pretty small way down there. They can simply spread their wings and rise to this height any time they want almost effortlessly, easily covering space and distance to arrive here while we must trudge up narrow paths, fighting gravity all the way. They can exist here in perfect natural harmony with their world, while we must modify ours in order to get here. We must cut down trees and shrubs, put in steps, carve out footholds in rocks, digging and plowing, and leveling. She looks over at me as she sails past only a few feet out from the edge. She knows that I am an aberration, not something that should be here. I wonder how she feels about that? Does my encroachment into her realm worry her? I hear her call. To her mate? To herself? She reaches out, perhaps to me. The rocks spread out in layers over the top of this mountain. Some of the rocks are split with gaping fissures gouged right out of the 450 million year old rock. Huge slabs are piled on top of others, and a few tower up into the sky. In the crevasses some scrub pines managed to find a foothold, and wild flowers filled in the spaces. The hawks nest up here. They carry on their lives and live for today. I gave thanks, and asked for the strength to emulate their example. Looking out at the panorama below, I wondered if this mountain was lonely.
Longevity
“Please don’t die before me”, she quietly implored. I looked at my mother as she sat beside me in
the front pew of the little chapel. I
took her hand and silently nodded.
Before us in the coffin was the body of my grandmother, Ethyl Earles. Grandma Earles was my father’s mother. She had remarried some years before and took
the name of her new husband. Prior to
that, she had been Grandma Malicoat. She had lost her first husband, my
grandfather Wylie, in 1950 and had taken almost 20 years before she
remarried. I had assumed that she was
lonely, and had finally found a god-fearing man to be her companion as she grew
older. But that was before her children
slowly began to leave her. Ethyl had
given birth to five children starting in 1920.
She had reared them through the great depression, seen the four boys go
off to war. Three had served in World
War II. She was sure that her prayers
helped them all return safely home. She
had wept when her youngest, Gene, had been killed in
As I sat beside my mother in that small chapel at Maple
Hill, I said a prayer that she would get her wish. I thought about the seeming imperative of us
humans to live long lives. The medical profession
is dedicated to making us immortal. They
want to wipe out all disease and the effects of old age. Our government is
dedicated to eliminating all accidents and environmental hazards from our
lives. The scientists are busy
genetically engineering away all of our physical flaws, making it possible to
swap out new body parts like fixing a car.
We already live in a world where attaining the age of 100 is
commonplace. Is that really a worthy
goal? Or do we end up like