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HEIR TO SECRET MEMORIES
Excerpt
by
Mallory Kane
PROLOGUE
Summer, seven years ago
Paige Reynolds woke up the way she had since the day her mother died, scared, lonely, praying it was all a dream and her mom was in their tiny kitchen, making coffee. But a deep breath yielded no delicious aroma of coffee, just an ache of grief in her heart.
Then through the haze of sleep she heard the comforting scratch of pencil against paper.
Johnny. She was safe and warm and loved. Johnny was here and he was doing what he did so often. Drawing her while she slept.
She opened her eyes to meet his sapphire blue gaze.
"Morning, Tiger," he said softly.
He had on faded jeans and no shirt. His brown hair was tousled and that cowlick stuck up in the back, a little like Dennis the Menace.
Her heart filled to bursting with love. She'd never been as happy in the entire seventeen years of her life as during this past six weeks.
"You're up early." She didn't want to get up yet.
They'd spent most of the night making love. Johnny had been quiet, more intense than usual. He'd held her and loved her and pressed kisses along every inch of her as if she were some precious icon and he were an obsessed worshiper. He'd acted as though he were
memorizing her, body and soul, so he'd never forget her.
His fierce passion had been a little scary. But he'd whispered "I love you" a thousand times, and finally, as dawn reddened the sky, she'd fallen asleep feeling safe and sheltered in his warm strong arms.
Just thinking about the night made her body thrill. She sat up in bed, letting the sheet fall behind her. Looking over her shoulder at him, she smiled. "You sure you're ready to get up?"
He made a low, growling sound in his throat, threw the sketchpad aside and dove into bed with her.
Afterwards, she lay in the crook of his arm while his fingers brushed lightly through her hair.
"Paige?"
"Hmm?"
"Have you thought about what you're going to do?"
Her hazy glow faded a bit. "What do you mean?"
He kissed her cheek. "It's been over three months since your mother died. What are you planning? Can you afford to go back to school in September?"
His question sent her heart hammering against her chest. Claws of panic began to tear at her insides, just like they had each week as she counted her tips, praying there was enough money to pay the rent one more time. She sat up, pulling the sheet protectively against her.
"I thought we . . ." she started, but as soon as she said the words, as soon as she brought her gaze up to meet his, she knew.
"You're leaving." Her voice cracked on the last word.
"Paige, no. Wait." Johnny sat up too, and grabbed her arms. "Listen to me."
But she was already withdrawing into her protective shell. It had always just been her and her mother. Then when her mother died, her whole focus had been on survival.
But that was before Johnny had seen her in Jackson Square and asked if he could sketch her. Before he'd brought love and sunshine back into her life.
She'd believed Johnny's words of love, just like her mother had believed her father. But her father had left her mother when she needed him most. And now Johnny was leaving her.
Her breath caught in a sob.
"Paige!" He shook her, gently but firmly. "I love you. Weren't you listening last night? I love you. Wait a minute." He jumped up, his naked body pale and beautifully lit by the sunlight shining through the apartment windows. He got something from his backpack and came back to the bed.
"Give me your left hand."
Hesitantly, Paige held out her hand, which shook. Don't leave me her heart screamed. I love you.
She watched his face as he took her hand in his.
"God, you're shaking," he whispered. "I didn't mean to scare you. I did it all wrong."
She felt something cool slip onto her finger.
"What . . . "
Johnny pulled her hand to his chest and placed his hand over it. She felt his heart beating fast, felt the warm familiar comfort of his hand over hers. "This was my mother's ring. Father had it made especially for her. She wore it 'til the day she died. I want you to wear
it."
He looked at her solemnly. "I love you. I will love you forever. Will you marry me?"
A sharp pain pierced her breast. "M-marry?"
He nodded, and a lock of hair fell over his forehead. "I have to go back to school too, now that summer's over. Come with me. To Boston. We can live together. Be married. You could go to school up there."
"M-married?"
Johnny laughed and kissed her. "M-m-m-married. Now stop stuttering and say yes."
Paige's eyes burned with tears. When her mother had died, she'd been left to face a world she wasn't prepared for. In the weeks that followed, she had learned the meaning of the word alone.
"Oh Johnny. I thought you were leaving me."
A shadow crossed Johnny's face. "I'm never going to leave you. I love you. I just have to take care of one thing. My father's not going to be very happy about this." His
mouth twisted. "He's never happy about anything I do these days."
He jumped up and pulled on his jeans. "So I just need to run home and talk to him. I want him to meet you. He'll love you once he meets you."
Paige felt as if she were on a merry-go-round that had gone out of control. Her head was spinning. She put her hand over her fluttering heart.
He wanted to marry her. Marry! She was seventeen and all alone in the world. He was probably twenty and . . . . She suddenly realized she didn't know anything about him, except that he wanted to be an artist but his father
disapproved.
But he loved her. He wanted to marry her.
"How long have you been thinking about this?" she asked, grabbing one of his white monogrammed shirts and pulling it on, pushing the long sleeves back so she could fasten the buttons.
Johnny was gathering up stuff and throwing it in his backpack. He shrugged. "From the first time I saw you in Jackson Square. You were the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. I knew I had to draw that classic face."
He turned and threw his arms wide. "Then you smiled and stole my heart."
She giggled. "I didn't know you were in school. Where'd you say?"
Johnny shot her a sharp glance. "Harvard."
Paige flopped down on the bed. Harvard? They'd been together six weeks and she'd never known he went to Harvard. A tiny hummingbird of fear began to flutter in her breast. "Harvard? Are you rich or something?"
He shook his head as he slid his sketchpad into a pocket of his backpack. "Something," he muttered.
He was avoiding her eyes. She wanted to stop him, make him look at her. She wanted him to promise her everything was going to be perfect. That he would love her forever and never leave her.
After spending a few seconds adjusting the zippers on his pack, he came over and cupped her face in his two hands.
"Come on, Tiger, don't look so scared. We're going to have a wonderful life, I promise." He kissed her, then murmured something and pulled her tightly to him and deepened the kiss, his warm body hard against her. Her body molded to his and her insides grew liquid with yearning.
Oh she loved him.
Moaning in frustration, he pulled away reluctantly. "I've got to get out of here."
Paige bit her lip and tried to think clearly. He was leaving, and that scared her, but then he was coming back. "Where does your father live?"
"Up the Mississippi coast," he said as he set his backpack near the door. "Not far."
Paige still felt like that merry-go-round was out of control. "Johnny, stop for a minute and talk to me. How will you get there?"
"My car."
"You have a car?"
He turned around, smiling wryly. "Sure. A Mustang Cobra. Now listen. I'll spend the night at home, and then by tomorrow I'll have the old man convinced. He'll be dying to
meet you. So wait for me here."
That hummingbird's wings sped up in her breast, stirring up the memories of her mother crying alone at night. She tried to ignore them, rubbing her thumb over the ring as if it could create magic. As if it would bring him back to her.
"Maybe I should go with you now," she suggested.
His face shut down and he pushed his fingers through his hair. "It wouldn't be a good idea. Like I said, my father will take some convincing. And trust me, you don't want to hear what my stepmother will have to say. I'll be back here no later than three o'clock tomorrow afternoon. I promise."
Then he grinned and grabbed her, hugging her tight, and bent his head to give her another mind-drugging kiss.
"I love you Paige Reynolds. Soon to be Mrs. Yarbrough."
Paige smiled a little shakily. "I love you too. More than you can imagine. Don't be late. I'll wait for you, right here."
"You'd better." He took her left hand and kissed her palm, then turned it over and kissed the ring.
"And don't take off this ring. Not for anything. It's magic." He grinned and his blue eyes sparkled. "It'll bring me back to you."
He picked up his pack and left, closing her apartment door behind him.
Paige stared at the door for a moment, bringing the ring up to her lips as he had.
Magic. He'd said what she'd been thinking. It must be true.
She ran to the window.
Down on Urselines Street, he slung his pack over his shoulder and looked up. He waved, then walked away toward the levee, his loose-limbed, graceful stride as familiar to her as his face.
Paige watched until he disappeared around the corner. As soon as he was out of sight, panic grabbed at her heart again. She pushed it away.
"I'm going to be married," she whispered in awe, sitting down on the bed. "Married." She flung her arms wide and flopped down on her back.
"Mrs. John Yarbrough." Her thumb caressed the ring. Her life was never going to be the same again.
CHAPTER ONE
Today Edging a bit closer to the front door of Sally McGowan's chic Garden District home, Paige smiled sadly at the irony. Seven years ago she'd been an orphaned, pregnant teenager, scared and alone,
forced to accept the grudging, disapproving charity of her aunt in order to survive.
Now she was a well-respected social worker. The road had been hard, the hours of studying and working and taking care of her daughter brutal, but she had done what her mother had never been able to do. She'd put her heartbreak behind her and concentrated all her love and energy on her career and on Katie, her beloved child.
Tonight she found herself in a roomful of overdressed, snobbish people who were here to pay inflated prices for mediocre art to raise money for other sad young girls. And at the same time make themselves feel generous and altruistic.
She'd been invited by her friend Sally, whom she'd met when the two of them had served on the same committee to raise money for a homeless shelter.
Paige took another step and smiled at a young man who was watching her curiously. Several people had looked at her that way this evening. She touched her cheek. Was there something wrong with her hair or makeup?
Someone bumped into her. It was a short, plump man dressed in white tie and tails with an honest-to-goodness monocle that popped off his eye and dangled by its silver chain.
"Excuse me," she said automatically, biting her lip to keep from laughing. He looked just like a penguin. He harumphed and waddled away.
Was it just her or did everyone here tonight look like cartoon characters? Earlier she'd seen a sour-faced woman with a white streak in her coal black hair and a white wrap with what looked suspiciously like Dalmatian spots on it.
Chuckling to herself, Paige wished her daughter Katie was here. Paige had never been good at being pompous and chic, and she and Katie could have a blast matching these folks with their cartoon counterparts.
She looked at her watch. Katie had been indignant when Sally had sprung the last minute invitation on Paige. Tonight was supposed to be pizza night, plus tomorrow Katie started her second year of swimming lessons.
Paige had promised herself she'd be home by eleven, and it was already eleven-thirty.
Tossing her long blonde braid over her shoulder, she threaded her way through the crowd to tell Sally she was leaving, and practically collided with Cruella
DeVil.
Paige hastily apologized. But the woman with the Dalmatian-spotted wrap not only looked like the character, she behaved like her too. She waved away Paige’s apology as if she were shooing a fly, and sucked on the cigarette dangling from her long, shiny holder.
The woman’s hostile gaze swept disdainfully over Paige's black skirt and silver blouse before she turned her back.
Something about her seemed vaguely familiar--not many women had such a prominent streak in their hair. Maybe Paige had seen her
at another charity event.
Just then Sally sailed into the room, her flowing red gown with sleeves that draped to the floor drawing every eye.
"Well?" Stopping in front of Paige, Sally gestured theatrically, sloshing champagne from a crystal flute. "Did you see it?"
"See what?" Paige asked.
"My latest discovery. Haven't you wondered why people keep staring at you? Remember, I promised you an evening you wouldn't soon forget."
A tinge of unease tightened Paige's belly as her friend ushered her toward the east wall of the room. Sally’s surprises were predictably obscure. "I saw the ice sculpture," she ventured.
"Not the ice sculpture." Sally waved her arm. "My newest artist."
Everything Sally did was dramatic, from her famous charity soirees to the way she scoured the city dressed in her talent-hunting uniform of jeans and a designer T-shirt.
Paige smiled indulgently. "Have you been prowling through dusty junk shops again?"
"Of course. It's the best way in the world to discover new artists. I found this one in a musty little voodoo shop down near the docks. It's the surprise I promised you."
A framed drawing hung by itself in the center of an alcove. As Sally stepped aside, the crowd of people seemed to melt back into the paneling.
Paige stiffened as her vision telescoped in on the picture.
"Oh my God," she choked, shock stealing her breath and tightening like a vise around her throat.
It was a small piece, sketched in charcoal. There wasn't much to it, just a few perfectly executed lines. Only the eyes were fully drawn, but Paige recognized herself, much younger, looking over her naked shoulder with mischief in her glance.
"Voilá!" She heard Sally's throaty laugh. She felt all eyes
on her.
"Isn't it stunning? And the resemblance is phenomenal."
Sally's voice echoed in her head like music from the next room, heard but not recognized. Her thoughts were on another time. She remembered the very day. It was the day Johnny had asked her to marry him, the day he'd given her his mother's ring and promised her he
would love her forever.
The last time she'd ever seen him.
Paige squeezed her eyes shut and clenched her teeth. It couldn't be Johnny. That was another life. Johnny was dead.
Consciously relaxing her arms, she forced herself to smile. "It's not me," she said tightly. "It's just one of those amazing coincidences."
She stepped close to Sally, whose smile was fading a bit. "Where did you get that? You should have warned me," she whispered.
"I bought it for you. I just wanted to display it first. Do you know the artist?"
Paige shook her head and started to turn away, but Sally pointed, and her long red fingernail drew Paige's eye back toward the sketch.
As sudden as a punch in the stomach, Paige's diaphragm seized as she focused on the signature. Three letters in a unique stylized script, followed by an anchor in the shape of a Y. It was a design Paige would never forget, one she'd have sworn was embossed on her heart.
A shirt with that monogram on it was stuffed in a box, along with other mementos of a past that seemed like a long-forgotten dream.
For an instant, she ached to touch the letters, trace them with her fingers like she'd done long ago when she'd still believed in dreams. Her hand lifted, her fingers reached, and she had to struggle to stop them from caressing the glass over the signature.
It couldn't be. The dead didn't come back to life
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