I find myself growing tired I find myself angry all the time I find myself increasingly frustrated I find myself doing things to hurt you I find myself bitter I find myself not caring -- or caring too much I find myself reacting to my surroundings Where am I in all of this?

Finding a smile in a crowded room I noticed you You tossed your hair over your shoulder, carefree Your beautiful eyes glowed while you spoke Your bright red lips glistened as if wet I wanted you Finding a smile in a crowded room I noticed you again Your face seemed sad Your eyes were filled with fire Your dark lips quivered with every breath I wanted you more Finding a smile in an

The thumb comes rushing down and flat I fall What have I done? You exist to please me. Crushing me makes you happy? I keep you alive if it pleases me. Only now do I understand Puppets and playthings A game that ends in death All for the pleasure of our Grand Director.

Empty time wasting away nothing to do nothing to say Speed up slow down never stop stand still -- the tension will eventually break my will Today never comes and tomorrow never goes dreams are like liquid melting into woes

I am a bitter, angry man. I am mad at everything and no one. The hatred in me belongs to someone other than me, but I cannot give it away. Anger is my security blanket; no one can hurt me.

out of breath can't wait, can't wait beads of sweat dripping down need to get there heart racing running faster, running faster I can almost taste it where's the exit?

falling short bursts low rumble tip tap tip tap slumber into the open grave only the darkness witnesses this